SYUKUR SELALU !

 BISMILLAH i love capital word. but its to big haha my head feel so full rasa mcm nak rehat dan tidur tak nak pergi usrah tak nak pergi stay cation with usrah mate i know why i sangka buruk to them huhu fikir yang they does not welcoming me huhu but, little did i know, i think they are just gonna be fine think positive umaii  you ken du this i feel so overwhelm astaghfirullah i feel so tired with my own self astaghfirullah SO HERE IS MY RESOLUTION FOR 2023 -FAMILY FOCUS ON KEPERLUAN DAN KEINGINAN EMAK AYAH -TOLONG APA YANG PATUT DKT RUMAH -BE MORE RAJIN TO KEMAS RUMAH -REALTIONSHIP ITS OKAY! YA ALLAH JODOHKAN AKU DENGAN SESEORANG YANG MENURUTMU BAIK UNTUK URUSAN AGAMA, DUNIA DAN AKHIRATKU. STOP TENGOK DRAMA2 YANG TAK MEMBANGUN JIWA. BUT I DO LOVE HINDUSTAN HUHU HELP ME. KADANG2 JE TGK. I DO HAVE TO STRICT WITH MYSELF ABOUT THIS. TENGOK CERITA DRAMA2 CINTAN CINTUN, RASA MCM NAK RUSHING ABOUT JODOH. SO THERFORE, NO RUSH, NO DRAMA. NO SAD HAPPY UMAI THERES GAZAALLLIONN THINGS TO DO ! TO M

 So here is my stories. Its been awhile, since he text me. I think its almost 8 years. No chat from him. Tapi ada lah sekali dia wish selamat hari raya, ke ramadan haha. entah lah. tak ingat. and i just reply his text with same wish. masa tu, rasa mcm tak penting. dia cuma rumah singgah ? haha joke we never had any relay except as a friend cause we were in same class back then in form 5. so ya, he just my classsmate.  but i do. have crush on him. back then haha sbb dia pernah jadi imam solat jemaah masa kitaorang habis kelas lambat. dan tgk2 dia imam haha actually this is yang org kata jgn benci sgt. nanti tersuka haha cisss aku tahu blog aku tak ada org baca aku cuma nak luahkan  nak menulis malas. so kita taip lah ahha here 2022 saya berhajat dan niat nak kawin 2023  then he came beli shaklee and i just doing my job as seller tak nak tanya lebih2 nanti ingat aku caring kat dia hmmm make it short i dont know what happen but im waiting for his first move. but im scared he`s not the one