I need place to write
So here is my stories.
Its been awhile, since he text me. I think its almost 8 years. No chat from him. Tapi ada lah sekali dia wish selamat hari raya, ke ramadan haha. entah lah. tak ingat.
and i just reply his text with same wish. masa tu, rasa mcm tak penting. dia cuma rumah singgah ? haha
joke
we never had any relay except as a friend cause we were in same class back then in form 5. so ya, he just my classsmate.
but i do. have crush on him. back then haha
sbb dia pernah jadi imam solat jemaah masa kitaorang habis kelas lambat. dan tgk2 dia imam
haha
actually this is yang org kata jgn benci sgt. nanti tersuka haha
cisss
aku tahu blog aku tak ada org baca
aku cuma nak luahkan
nak menulis malas. so kita taip lah ahha
here 2022
saya berhajat dan niat nak kawin 2023
then he came
beli shaklee
and i just doing my job as seller
tak nak tanya lebih2
nanti ingat aku caring kat dia hmmm
make it short
i dont know
what happen
but
im waiting for his first move.
but
im scared he`s not the onee.
but let me share this dua`
"Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, Ya Mujib, berikanlah kepadaku suami yang terbaik di sisiMU dan menjadi sahabat dalam urusan agama, dunia dan akhirat ku.
Allahumma Amiin
"Ya Allah, jodohkan aku dengan seseorang yang menurutMu baik untuk dunia dan akhiratku" Allahumma Aminn ya Mujib.
Allah, i know You want to give the BEST for me.
Fasabrun Jamil
Sabar itu indah
Little did I know, he is kind have someone else. I tried to forgive him for his past mistake, but he did it again, and I had the things called friend zone haha. this is for future me to thanks to for thedecision
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