QUEEN OF TEARS 2024

goosebump !  

once I'm listening to the OST love you with all my heart!

sebab episod akhir dah habis! and its a happy ending but bukan benda tu yg penting. jom ambik things to learn from this stories

1. Love is not only there when you are happy together, love is also when you stay by his side eventhough its tough moment. 

2. ? 

let me get this straight!

I hope one fine day, I am going to find a husband that always be my side.

susah jugak speaking ni haha

BM jelah

btw im writing this as self reflection dan pasti sgt org tak baca bloog ni haha

4  months before time to confess my feelings

kena betul2 jaga niat

bukan nak confess saja2

nak kawin dan beribadah kerana Allah !

Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Andai dia jodohku,permudahkanlah ya Allah, andai bukan, aku mohon, bantu aku untuk lupakan dia. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui

umairah nak berubah!

bangun tahajud kalau bukan hari2, 2 hari sekali, plish umai!

kalau bersenam susah setiap hari, bersenam dua kali je seminggu, sabtu ahad mungkin

kurangkan scrolling huhu

bina habit suka baca buku!

dengar tausiyah ust/ah sokmo 

oklah, nak wat kijooooo

semoga keputusan yang dibuat, diberkati Allah! kalau 10 tahun boleh tunggu, inikan 4 bulan. sabar umai, andai hes the one, tak kemana

Hai dearself! 

Updating this writing on 19/2/2025

With new me, because I got new experience 

He's not the one, already taken

But then I found someone that I hope that is the last and I hoped that he's the one that I can rely on

But to know that it's really difficult to continue the relationship 

Not he rejecting me, but me is already rejecting him

But waiting for him to reject me

1 Jan 2025

I'm free from him

Rasa ada buat dosa 

Astaghfirullah 

Chatting almost every day 

Waiting for him to see my status

Ya Allah, jika ini adalah perkara yang berdosa, ampuni aku ya Allah 

Niat untuk taaruf sendiri, rupanya iman aku tidak lah sehebat mana

Apa guna call 2 kali tu ? 

Utk dgr suaranya!? Astaghfirullah 

Ya Allah, aku mohon ya Allah 

Hilangkan Lupakan aku dgn kenangan dan memori itu

Tapi alhamdulillah 

Rasa ada hikmah from the singkat moment punya perkenalan tu

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